is this my choice?

is this my choice?
no, i'm not
is this my choice?
seems like yes it is
is this my choice?
i don't know
is this my choice?
stop gave me a silly question.
my head is running annoying

who decide become a sales?
not me!!! but my opportunity and my capability.
so now what are you yelling about?

i'm getting tired with this situation, why did always fight with them, i don't want to begging to them, but my company always insist me to doing that.

when you were a sales staff of company, you have to being more patient, you have to always smile while you were getting angry, begging many things, doing kindness things, and always become pretty woman even you really want to kick the fucking asshole of your customer. and then when you received your salary, you will take a deep breath and start praying to your God.

Why does this silly game happen to me God!! ah cih balada minta gaji naek ini tuh.